Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Leap of Faith

She stood before the merry-go-round wracked with indecision. Everyone was laughing and having so much fun, but it was going so quickly. She wanted to be a part of the fun, but couldn't quite work up the courage to take that leap.

They stuck their hand out to her, encouraging her to grab hold and jump. After much calculation and a final realization she would just have to trust and leap, she was on. Spinning, spinning, the world whizzing by in a big blur. It was so much fun. She was laughing too and couldn't remember why she was scared in the first place.

She stood among the mess her life had become. Everything that had been so promising and positive had fallen apart all at once. She watched as it all began to spin around her. Dizzying, sickening, it was all just spiraling out of control and she couldn't gain solid ground. In the whirlwind of blurry images before her, he suddenly appeared with a soft, loving face, his hand outstretched toward her. She hesitated and he said, "Just trust me. Grab my hand and leap." And she did. And she couldn't remember why she was ever scared in the first place.

They were enjoying the ride, but felt something was missing and that was when they saw him. They grabbed his tiny outstretched hand and pulled him in. It created a temporary imbalance. They had to adjust and then they couldn't imagine what it was like before he came on board. It was so much fun, they couldn't remember why they were ever scared in the first place.

Then, she appeared. The persistent free spirit that insisted on being a part of their game. Mesmerized by her beauty, they pulled her in. She wavered and they thought, briefly, she might fall. They hoped and prayed and begged her to just trust them, they would take care of her if she would just leap. She did and they became a family of four. And they laughed and loved and played and couldn't remember why they were ever scared in the first place.

The years passed and they enjoyed the ride. The dancing, the spinning, the laughing. Then it was time. Each in their turn, the children took their own leaps of faith into their own lives and families. Spinning, laughing, loving and enjoying the ride. They couldn't remember why they were ever scared in the first place.

The merry-go-round was slowing. The ride had been incredible and they were nearing it's end. It was just the two of them left, they stared long and hard at each other, kissed and embraced. He smiled at her with a smile that was weathered, but still gentle, soft and loving. He said one last time, "Trust me." and held out his hand to her. This time she wasn't scared. She took it and together, they leapt.




**This post is inspired by Mama Kat's Writer's Workshop. Prompt #2 " Write a post that begins and ends with a merry-g0-round"

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12 comments:

  1. Aww that's really great! I love it!

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  2. I love the imagery using the merry-go-round and time spinning by... okay I admit it, I got kind of teary eyed. Must be allergies or something:O)

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  3. Great job... I agree with dawn... great imagery!

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  4. The part about Zoe is my favorite - makes me cry to read it! Each baby has their own story, and some have an easier "entry" into life than others. You're a great mom. :)

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  5. That was unexpectedly touching. It's too early in the morning for touching. But, I'll think about this later and cry about it at an inappropriate time of my day. Probably right after dinner. Or at soccer practice. That should blow Dumb Dad's mind; he already thinks I'm losing it.

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  6. Oh that was so beautiful.....it brought tears to my eyes. Life goes so fast and is so precious, we need to cherish every moment and our kids do leave that merry-go-round for their own all too soon.
    Stoppin' by from mama kat's :)

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  7. Wow! You are such a gifted writer!
    PS: I love the title of your blog! I'm all for chocolate-covered anything!

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  8. That was beautiful! You are so great at writing! It was so touching, and I did get teary eyed. Thanks for sharing!

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