Friday, February 26, 2010
Winter Games 2010:Lesser-Known Jersey Location
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Flashback Friday





**note: all photos are my personal property- autumn photo- Smith's Woods Fall 08- Smithville, NJ; daffodil- my flower bed, spring 09; ladybug- Johnson's Farm, summer 09; first snow photo- my front yard, Dec 09; next two snow photos- Feb'10; sledding photo- North Hanover Twp Feb '10
Haikus for You
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
I Have a Superpower
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Motherhood Math
Monday, February 22, 2010
Number One
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Foreshadowing
This was taken the end of June, 2008. Zoe was 10 months old and we were getting ready to go to a performance and fireworks show. Zoe got her first black eye (trying to figure out how to get over/through a safety gate) and I took this picture of her because I thought it was cute, yet sad. My beautiful sweet little innocent baby girl with a boo-boo.
I found it while browsing through older pictures on the computer last night and chuckled to myself. I had no idea this was just the beginning. She AIN'T no sweet little girly-girl. She's tough, stubborn, fearless and sometimes a little bit mean.
Rock on, Zoe. Rock. On.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Flashback Friday

Here is how today has gone so far:
I had previously folded laundry and left it in the basket and Zoe had gone through the basket and picked out my underwear and put them on! There was a nice mess in the living room from the laundry basket too. I finished putting the rug and a load of towels in the washer and went into the living room to re-fold the clothes and put them back in the laundry basket. I did wonder what that was on her face, but she's a messy kid so I brushed it aside.Meanwhile, Noah yelled at me from his room that Zoe was up on his bed and wouldn't get down. Noah has a loft bed and I am afraid Zoe will fall off it, so I went in his room to get her down. As I picked her up, I felt something like rocks in her diaper. I had no clue what it was, so I decided to inspect and found this:
That is leftover Easter candy that I had put up in a drawer in my room. This meant Zoe had been in my room and I suspected she had eaten some of the candy explaining what was on her mouth earlier ( chocolate). I guess she decided to stash a few pieces in case I took it away from her.
Notice the partial wrapper off to the side. That would be because my little billy goat was eating them with the wrappers ON them..... I also found this in my bed:

I had to change my sheets on my bed because there were drooly chocolate stains all over them. As I was heading to the laundry room again, I found this lying in the hallway:
That would be a catalog that she had torn and EATEN the edge off of. I picked it up and went to put it back in the magazine rack and now we'd gone full circle because I found Zoe in the laundry again.
And when the last picture was taken, it was only one o'clock.
She climbed in her crib by herself and went to sleep. I guess she had a busy morning and needed to recharge her batteries to wreak havoc this afternoon. (and note the tiny bit of hot pink you can see around her left leg... that's my underwear again)Thursday, February 18, 2010
The Ghost of Februaries Past
Ok, Mama Kat has some writing prompts posted for her Writer's Workshop and I really like one of the suggestions. The problem is, I am having a really rough day and my creative juices are not flowing. The prompt says to find a random picture from a previous February, post it and tell the story of it. I found two pictures I want to post, but really don't have a lot to say about them. Well, at least as far as a writer's workshop would go.
So, this is really kind of a combination of Mama Kat's prompt and a Wordful Wednesday post ( Angie at 7 Clown Circus).
Even though we didn't get a whole lot of snow, it was so very cold this winter! This is taken at the beach in Cape May, NJ. You know it is cold when salt water freezes. Look how the pier is just covered in ice! ( you really have to click on this picture to enlarge it and get the full effect)
Zoe was six months old and all bundled up in her carseat ready to go out. I can't believe how time flies and how big my little girl is now!
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Monday, February 15, 2010
For Posterity's Sake
People Think I'm Fugly- See For Yourself!
So, if you have a moment, head over to Parenting by Dummies and vote for me- Jennifer #5. If I win, I will be crowned Blog Dawg of the Year by Dumb Mom. And who doesn't want to be the ugliest person in the blogosphere?
Friday, February 12, 2010
I Know You Are, But What Am I?
What's that?
Monday- President's Day- another system is moving through. Nothing epic, mind you, but right now they are looking for an additional two to eight inches of snow.
I'm out of Sangria.
But, I found the NyQuil... and I'm cowering in the corner in the fetal position rocking.
And rocking.
And rocking.
Has anyone seen my blankie?
Go ahead, judge me.
I don't care.
**thumbing my nose at you**
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
If You Can't Beat 'Em, Join 'Em
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Random Thoughts Tuesday
Monday, February 8, 2010
Who Ticked Off Mother Nature?
I do absolutely love having seasons here. I love the stunning colors you create in the autumn.
I appreciate, perhaps more than I ever did when I lived in the south, the first signs of life in the spring. I am absolutely elated when the bulbs start peeking through the ground and the earth magically comes back to life seemingly overnight.
I realize you have given me a reprieve from a large amount of snow for the past few years. But, do you have to catch up for that all in one winter? Have I done something to offend you? Yes, the snow IS beautiful when it covers the otherwise, dull, lifeless landscape. But, it's cold. And it's wet. I don't like getting my pants legs and feet wet. I don't like tracking all that dirty moisture in the house. It's messy.
I had to make an unexpected trip to Texas at the end of December and I was excited to get a little break from it and enjoy some warmer weather. But, you sent it with me. The entire time I was there, they had record-breaking temperatures. It was COLD! When I left, it warmed back up.
Because of the lack of significant snow in the past few years, I tried to be tolerant of the December storm.
I was happy to get the big event of the winter over with and out of the way. So, imagine my surprise when you decided to bring another one our way this past weekend.
Well, ok. We had a really good time sledding on Sunday.
I'll give you that. But, COME ON! Another one? The forecast shows us getting another twelve to eighteen inches on Wednesday.
"Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned". What has happened, Lady? Have you been wronged? I am happy to atone for my transgressions, but you must let me know what I've done.
Or.. is it, that you are a child at heart? You thought I needed the glare off the snow to brighten the darkened days? You wanted to hurl a few snowballs playfully in my direction? Well, I can appreciate your wanting to play. I enjoy communing with you. But, as one of your dear children, I feel it necessary to be honest.
I think you are more beautiful in the spring. I enjoy your company much more in the summer and I like to quietly reflect with you in the autumn about the glorious year you are wrapping up. But, I am not a fan of winter games. I came out, I played and now I'm going back inside.
I'll see you in the spring. I'll be wearing my flip flops.
**note: all photos are my personal property- autumn photo- Smith's Woods Fall 08- Smithville, NJ; daffodil- my flower bed, spring 09; ladybug- Johnson's Farm, summer 09; first snow photo- my front yard, Dec 09; next two snow photos- Feb'10; sledding photo- North Hanover Twp Feb '10
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Writer's Workshop- The Transformation of Me
You see, I've been working on me for the past year. I mean really working on me in ways that have been very uncomfortable but have ultimately resulted in a better, more confident me. I have my little bubble where I pretend nothing is wrong and ignore all the bad, or even remotely unpleasant things. The problem with ignoring them is that eventually they catch up with you. So, I have had to step outside my bubble and outside of everything comfortable and safe for me and confront myself head-on. What I learned is that I have to step outside my comfort zone in order to grow and I have grown so much this past year.
My growth has become more evident to me in the past few months. I decided to go back to school in pursuit of a graduate degree although I fear not being able to handle it and failing. In the past, in the community band where I play, when the other firsts have offered me a solo, I have politely declined. Playing a solo is so far out of my comfort zone it almost wraps around and back into it. Solos terrify me. I just don't have that kind of confidence in myself and my ability. But, the last two concerts, when they have asked, I have said, " Sure." and taken it on. None of them are difficult, mind you, but playing in front of others still terrifies me. By accepting the solos, I am forcing myself to confront my fear head-on. Don't get me wrong, they still terrify me, but I am gaining confidence.
There is a song that I love. I have had the soundtrack for a few years now and have always loved it, but it means more to me now. It is like a little anthem for myself and I have awakened with it playing in my head numerous times over the past two months. My mind is telling me that I am there... I'm ready.... " to close my eyes and leap".
written and composed by Stephen Schwartz
Something has changed within me.
Something is not the same.
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game.
Too late for second-guessing.
Too late to go back to sleep.
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes and leap!
It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you can't pull me down!
I'm through accepting limits
'Cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But 'til I try I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me good-bye
I'm defying gravity
And you can't pull me down.
So if you care to find me
Look to the western sky
As someone told me lately
"Everyone deserves the chance to fly!"
And if I'm flying solo
At least I'm flying free
To those who'd ground me
Take a message back from me
Tell them how I
Am defying gravity
I'm flying high
Defying gravity.
And soon I'll match them in renown
and nobody in all of Oz
No wizard that there is or was
Is ever gonna bring me down!
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Wordful Wednesday- Now That's What I Call A Business!
For more Wordful Wednesday posts, go see Angie at Seven Clown Circus.



